i deeply hate that my life is forever turning into graceless. that was so not the national song i wanted it to be.
ahhh, i have gained like nine pounds and endless acne and i am no longer conventionally attractiiiiiive. and that shouldn’t be & isn’t my worth. still sucks, though.
well, fuck, i’m dawson leery
#cw: body image
#cw: body issues
so, things that have changed since i started this blog (over two years ago):
- more friends
- more potential dates
- more confident
- eating more healthily, maaaaybe
- maybe going to college
- only use okc to talk to my penpal and my good friend
- a nicer person
a less positive thing (cutting for body issues/mentions of size):
If a guy named Ruy from Williamsburg offers you trans girls help, please decline. He offered me a place to stay until I get on my feet and said we should discuss details over dinner. We did have a dinner, but he tried to have sex with me. Told me I could only stay until the end of the month IF his "roommate" accepted, which he apparently did not. So, to avoid getting used sexually and lead on, avoid Ruy. Indonesian, Broadway actor from Brooklyn New York.
#cw: sexual assault
good to know, thank you
Holley Mangold appreciation post.
Because Nick Mangold blah, blah, blah- she is an Olympian! Let’s talk about her!
Because literally every article starts out with how fat she is.
Because people talk about how she needs a makeover instead of her incredible talent.
Because fuck you, that’s why.
Reblogging fat Olympic athletes as self care.
If you wouldn’t post someone like Holley to your #fitspo blog, then it’s obvious that you care about aesthetics more than actual fitness.
Fat does not equal unhealthy.
oh, okcupid is telling me off for not sending messages in its ‘so-and-so is checking you out’ e-mails